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Thursday, 31 March 2011

orange bike! krekk~

dilemma of a shopaholic.

salam~ :)
being pokai is the last thing i want to be right now. i shud be saving money shouldn't i? ==''
everytime i got my paycheck i'd feel like saving it, but evrytime, EVERYTIME i spend it all on a shopping spree. its not that im a shopaholic or anythg, i mean, shopaholicers buy unnecessary things and i dnt do that. i always buy the things i really2 need. like when i gt my frst paycheck, mom took me to this really cool boutique and i bought myself 3 new clothes and a dark blue trousers. i didnt spent that much money on it (okay i did but they're really cute!) and i do need them. i was run out of clothes to wear. besides, they weren't that expensive. it is the cheapest boutque i knw out there. my 2nd paycheck. lets see....i cant really recall what i did to those money. well, i went out a lot that month and mybe i spent it all there. gah! i cant remmebr! but i did buy a new plaid blouse tho. it was on a 50% sale at Nicole.  i know its another garment in 2 months but, clothes ARE essential my dear. we NEED them. besides, i have a good eye in fashion. why waste it on nt buyin anythg?? huh?? besides, it is a Nicole. Nicole is like super xpensve but i gt that fr just half of its prce! means that im good at bargaing arent i? im a good shopper. but why does my money keeps on dissapearg?? =.=''
and finally last month. march. what did i buy with a hundred. lets see, i bought prepaid a lot tho. since my mom insisted in me buyin them myself. but! but! gah! hw could she!!!
march.march. march. come on nies! remember! what did you buy aside frm prepaids! yes, movie tickets and lunch wth frens. =='' gah, i did went out 6times fr movies last month. wth frens, famly and cousins. aiyo~ i should stop. and all of the one hundred's gone. no sving or anythg.
now its the beginng of april, my mom gave me my 4th paycheck a week ago, and i'd already spent half of it. i didnt regret anythg i spent it on tho, it was worth it. i didnt buy any new clothes. just some undergarments fr mu use in unvrsty. and lunch wth frens and a brthday prsnt. :)
but yesterday, i went to the senada sejiwa thngy and i spotted a really awesme unique lookin necklace wth a shape of an owl i  really want to buy it!!!!!!!!!! =='' its nt like im into ncklace or anythg but its fr a great use. the chain's super long and the owl is super big enough to be spotted. i could wear it wth my selendang even! i want to buy it!!!!! (jumpg up n down) gah...but i should be saving. so. apa? :"(

Wednesday, 30 March 2011

goodbye happiness~

salam~
its a beautiful day out there people!! haha! im so happy today i dnt knw why. :) mybe cause he's there at home textg me this morng, its rare i knw. like i mentioned bfore, he's still a student not like me, a school leaver.
anyway, im  really into this song by utada hikaru called Goodbye Happiness. the song makes me smile.
what am i goin to do today huh? well, mom said if dad's home early, we could go to boulevard to shop for my stuff. haha. im leavg in 3months insyaAllah if im accepted at the university im applyin into.
leaving sarawak? now how would that feel..
i have never been separated from my family before, i guess it'd be pretty hard to leave huh? but i already made up my mind, this is good fr me, leavg home. leavg the ones i love.
i need to be independent. and to stop bein dependent to evryone. im a big girl now arent i?
so thats how a big girl should think. :)
wish me the best yeah?

 love, XOXO.

Monday, 28 March 2011

oopsy daisy~

salam~ :)
well, hello. i never had a blog before. and i guess, i might be the only person who'll read this. haha! its 12.05 noon on march 29th. i still havent showered yet and am alone at home. do u know what i like bein home alone? there's nobody who seems to mind if i did crazy things like fart out loud, turning the volume of the tv too loud, piling the dishes and nt washg 'em till 3pm. and nbdy even cares if i watch tv all day. but there'll always be a bad outcme afterwards when my parents came back frm work, nagging me about lazin around all day and not doin my house any justice. aiyo~ haha. i woke up early today by the sound of an incoming message. it was from him. we may as well call him donkey aite? donkey. donkey. donkey. what am i to do with him? if you're wonderin who he is, he's a boy. of course. every girls story there's always, i mean ALWAYS a boy involved. hahah! he's 2 years younger than me and is a sweetheart. we're not an item or anythg. but we did made a deal to be one after two years. i didnt know why i proposed that deal to him. i had just gotten out of a long relationship of almost a year myslf and i think mybe i did that deal cz i need somethng guaranteed fr the fture. so i chose donkey. and who knws that i'd feel this way after barely weeks, weeks! after my own breakup. all i can say is, things happen fr a reason n there's nothng we can do to stop it. :) im waitg fr donkey to cme home now. hope all is well. bye2. :)